Just a kid

Oh yea, I'm feelin' so emo today.
What! So even I have my bad days when I actually feel the worst. For no reason.
At least I can't find a reason. Apart from upcoming exams. In a certain subject. That I don't get. At. All.
My uncle offered to help me but he enjoys boasting a bit too much for me to take that offer seriously. I know how he is. He doesn't even do it on purpose anymore. He likes showing off.
But I know it is my fault for being too slow to grasp the subject. And hell yea, I feel bad for that.
As if I was the most stupid person on the planet.
Which is not true. Some people have already given proof of that, although I cannot think of an example right now.
It is always like that.
I don't get something.
I feel stupid.
I fail.
I start doing something against it.
I notice I could have made it. Easily. If I kept my cool.
And that REALLY pisses me off.

Apart from that: I love those OC's. Drawing is not helping but it is distraction after all.
Since this is for a challenge, 2 differently colored versions will follow in a few days.

I admire people who know how to use colored pencils. I never got the hang of it. This took me about 2 days. And this picture is DIN A5.