The cat and the canary

Steps. Now I'm thinking about doing Helena and Vic. Maybe. But if I think about ti too much, I won't do it anyway.
Besides, I still have 2 STAs to finish. So at least 4 ACEOs to go. Before I can seriously start doing something else.
PLUS, I picked my courses for university this term. This is going to be quite tough. But hey, I should be able to do this. Otherwise I'd have overestimated myself. And I don't like that feeling.
I want to prove something to myself. That's why I chose all the supposed-to-be-troublesome courses in the quite short term.
I want to prove that I'm not stupid and lazy. I want to prove, that I can accomplish my goals, if I set my mind on it. I want to prove that they were right to be proud of me and to believe that I could do more than I ever showed off in public.